-Drama Queen esq.-

For U

2010-02-04T11:41:00.002+08:00

According to you
Im stupid
Im useless
I cant do anything right
According to you
Im difficult
hard to please
forever changing my mind
Im a mess in a dress
cant show up on time
even if it would save my life
According to you, according to you

According to you
Im boring
Im moody
and you cant take me any place
According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away
Im the girl with the worst attention span
youre the boy who puts up with that
According to you, according to you

I need to feel appreciated
like Im not hated. oh no

According to you
Im stupid
Im useless
I cant do anything right.

*Just think u should know. This is how U make me feel

Time will tell

2010-02-03T10:48:00.002+08:00

Only time will tell, what would happen between u and me.

Boys Like Girls!!!

2010-01-30T21:59:00.004+08:00

And maybe its true~ that I can't live without you..... Well maybe two~ is better than one!!!!!

Boys like girls live in Malaysia for Nokia's launch and I was there with my besties!!!!!! Me Love =) hehe.

Anyway, yea. D concert was just so so.... But it was bearable of course, just because there was BLG. hehe. And... Adele's exam is finally over so she's free to go out! And I got to see Pu3 again! Only Zarith wasn't there =( and him of course. Friday night right. And its a concert. Of course he can't go.

I don't know. The concert was just not it. There wasn't that many people there too despite it being free. U know Malaysians and free stuffs. The new nokia looks cool tho. I kind of like it. =) Hint2 ;p Anyways, can't wait 4 next Tuesday! The day Zarith is finally free! And I get to go shopping w Adele! Ahh... Shopping.... Music to my ears baby =)

FESCO 2010. Not.

2010-01-28T10:19:00.004+08:00

I've thought of countless things to put in here. Trust me. A real lot. But I've decided not to. Why dwell on something that isn't meant to be right? So, for you who wants it, U can have it. I wash my hands off. Completely. and bear in mind that what's mine, stays mine. I ain't sharing honey. And no. Taking this away from me won't break me. Oh, Break a leg starting from scratch.

* To Wani, Mun, Abby, Lily & Mira, I'm sorry u guys.

There it goes... Away from me

2010-01-26T22:15:00.002+08:00

Noooo!!!!!!!!!!!!! Just to prove how bad today was for me.

I was driving home, listening to Fly.fm when the cue to call for Blackberry was on. As usual, I'll still try my luck knowing very well how unlucky i always am when it comes to this things. So I press call, engaged. Again, engaged. Third time, there was a ring tone!!!!!! U know what they say. Third time lucky right?

Ah but of course, I have 2 be d 8th caller thru. But hey, I was trying my luck. I didn't even know if they would pick up d phone and then, just when I was about to end the call,THEY PICKED UP! Woo hoo!

But wait, the 8th caller thingy!. While saying my prayers, I introduced my self and guess what they said, "CONGRATULATIONS REEN! U R D 8TH CALLER THRU!!!!!!"

As you might as well guess, knowing me, I screamed my head off! Obviously I was ecstatic! Who in their right mind wouldn't be? Alas, the good luck must end, while he was explaining what I have 2 do to be in the running, THE DARN LINE GOT CUT OFF!!!!!

SCREW YOU MAXIS!

ARDS @ IB

2010-01-26T18:00:00.002+08:00

Yes, I know that this post should have been here last week, but what d heck? Its my blog. Hehe. Anyways, Saturday night, I was out with him and my dear best friends. We went to IB to watch Makyung to be precise. Well, the show wasn't really up to my expectations but.... I'll make some exceptions.

1st things 1st. I sooooo want to comment on the 'inangs'. I could NOT believe that a few of them just got up from d stage and disappeared for god-knows-maybe-the-toilet and reappear again when all d others were seated and they weren't even discreet about it. Very high standards IB. yep.

2nd. Well. I find Makyung's and Mekmulunng's style somewhat similar. I was hoping it would surprise me. Big surprise (see 1st things 1st). Hehe. Also, I find Mekmulung finer compared to Makyung.

3rd... Well, no third. Except that I was happy A came and made Adele happy ;p Pu3 was soooo sleepy, I swear if there was a bowl of soup in front of her, her head would go 'keplunk' in it. LOVE U PU3! Hehe.

This is it

2010-01-23T10:32:00.002+08:00

Finally. Like the title says. This is it. The revival of my blog. I don't quite know what prompted me to. Not the new year, that was a few weeks back. Not the uni change, that was decided last year. I just finally decided to do so. But I have to admit, it was slightly inspired. By whom? Thats my secret =)

So. An update on my life? Im changing uni! From UCSI to Taylors, my dream college. I have always wanted 2 go there, ever since I was in f3 i think. But, my father didn't trust my driving skills after I finished my spm. Considering the accident, I think he was quite right not to. Lol. Why d sudden change U might ask. I seem to be doing well in ucsi. Well, I kind of was. If i continued, I would be doing my 2nd year degree now. But i felt like I didn't quite belong. Yes, I could adapt and I did. But USI just wasn't right for me. I know I had a life there. My friends, my boyfriend. But I think its time to change. All this while, I felt like I have been leading a life that wasn't mine. And i thank god for giving me the opportunity to start over again. UCSI gave me experience. I met new people. People outside my regular circle and I was happy I did. It changed me =)

Next. Well, I don't quite know what to write. I feel like there is a huge stream just waiting to gush out. And that actually feels good. Like getting my energy back. My writing buzz. Someone gave me writer's block a while ago. I did write a little back then, yes, but it wasn't like how i used to back in high school. I used to write poetry and short stories. One of it was nearly published too. And recently, Adele gave me a beautiful fuchsia butterfly patterned book 2 suitable for a journal. That's my special occasion book babe =) I only want 2 write in it if its really special. As for the person who inspired me to write; well, thank you, *U, for inspiring me again.

I'm quite grateful of the way things turn out this year. It was a not-bad start. I hope that the journey towards the end wouldn't be quite too shabby either. I've had a few bumps here and there, but hey, this is life. Who doesn't. "If life was easy, you must be dead" Read that somewhere. Don't quite remember where though.

Anyway, I start this new year, with what u can say a clean slate. No hatred from the past. No betrayal. No grudges. I forgive u all. And for those whom I have hurt, yes, I know I can be a total bitch, please do forgive me. This year I only take with me, the love, the happiness and the joy to aid my fresh new start.